Enough is enough

This last week has been tough, I had a really busy week at work, netball was cancelled so I thought I’d go for a few runs. I didn’t, I stayed at home and felt sorry for myself.

I felt sorry that I’m always so tired, I felt sorry that I’m always in pain, I felt sorry for the fact the pain medication makes me eat more and feel tired. I put weight on and feel worse about myself. It really is a horrible cycle.

Today is the start of a new week, I new outlook and a new me. I am determined to climb out of this darkness I have found myself in. I won’t be beaten, I will fight on.

Sure my legs feel like I have been run over by a train, I’m getting shooting pains in my arm and have had a few hugs over the weekend. But I won’t let this stop me, it won’t hold me back. I will keep on getting right back up every time MS decides to knock me down.

This week WILL be better, I will eat well, exercise, allow my body to recover without feeling guilty and more than anything keep that smile on my face!

Keep fighting all, whatever your battle maybe xxx

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